January 6 -- "Write about bathing."

She hadn't been in the tub 20 seconds before she was swimming in crimson.
But that didn't matter much.
Allie laid in the bath for hours, not moving save for involuntary shakes, trying to forget the horrors that had just occurred.

Once her mind had cleared of irrationality, Allie got out of her tub without pausing to drain it, cover herself, or even dry off.

Go back to what you know when you're unsure. So she did. Allie made a list.

- Burn
- chop up, cook, feed to strays
- dump in lake/dumpster/own apt.
- turn self in
- kill self

Decisions, decisions...She obviously wasn't great at making those.



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